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Name: Jen
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 3/18/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: Jesus Christ. God. prayer. the Bible. Friends. laughing. being real with people. Sea-lions/Seals. icecream. Godly women. Godly men. PBU. Social Work. Lasagna. Impact ministries. Koinonia. JCF. The beach/ocean. concerts. music. computer. My 'fam. The guitar. The clarinet. DDR. sleep. dancing. cheerleading. basketball. vegetables. pictures. babies. twin girls. reading. singing. writing. making videos. crocheting. making things. snuggle bear. randomness. none of this is really important, except the first couple.
Expertise: NOTHING.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 1/21/2004

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Monday, June 29, 2009

I'm back!

So it's been over a year since I've written in this thing, but I decided that maybe I should start writing in here again. Why not lol.

Today's okay so far. I slept until 10:30 when my mom dragged me out of bed to eat breakfast. Then I laid on the couch and slept again until just now. I guess lunch is soon. bleh. I have to clean my room today... it's disastrous. I don't even know where to start. I really want to just go back to bed, but I know i can't just sleep all day. Plus, my mom wouldn't let me. One good thing is I don't have to go to group today! I go tomorrow to say bye to everyone and then since my insurance just switched I start group next monday at the one in jersey which is 30 minutes closer to me. I'm really tired of having to go to group all the time, but I know I need it i guess. My thoughts are still all screwed up.

Well, i guess i'll go now.

-Jen


Wednesday, March 26, 2008

going back to AZ....

So, some of you might not know this, but for the past 5 years i've been struggling with an eating disorder. About a year and a half ago I went to Remuda Ranch in Arizona for inpatient treatment and it helped a lot. Unfortunately, I have relapsed and have not been doing so well. God has given me the opportunity to go back to Remuda... and I leave in a couple hours. Please keep me in your prayers, I will definitely need them! I'd write more but I have to finish packing and getting ready. Here's my address...

Jennifer Ewing
Remuda Ranch - Adult Center
One East Apache Street
Wickenburg, AZ 85390

PLEASE WRITE TO ME!!!! I PROMISE I WILL WRITE BACK IF YOU DO! Seriously, it will mean so much to get letters and stuff (i can get packages too.. just no food or stuffed animals or sharp things lol).

I love you all and will miss you guys soo much!!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Jen

PS. I don't know if I will be going to RLP yet after the Ranch... if I do I'll post the address for there as soon as I can! Keep that in your prayers as well since it helped so much to go there after last time. <3


Sunday, February 10, 2008

So I'm sitting here in the hospital at St. Mary's... they just admitted me b/c I have acute colitis. I guess that explains why I've felt like death the past two days. My mom tried to get me to go to the ER all afternoon and I refused and told her she overexaggerates everything. So now I'm here and she was right and I'll probably never live it down lol. Oh well. So much for me trying to tough it out. Well, I'm going to look up what colitis really is and hopefully the nurse will come in here and give me more pain medicine soon b/c my stomach is killin. The medicine makes me feel like i'm floating =] lol. Pray for me if you'd like... I don't really know what's going on as usual and I don't know how long i'm gonna be here for.

peaceout.


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Happy Halloween!!!

Today is halloween, my favorite holiday. =] Me, Jenna, Jess, Stacy, and Nora dressed up as the spice girls! I'm baby spice. ha. We're pretty much the only ones who dressed up for classes, and you know what, I don't care that we got a ton of dirty looks!

I'll post pictures later. Heck yes i'm going trick or treating. Who passes up free candy??

Oh and I had to pick my classes for next semester... this is what i got:

Tuesdays 9:30-12:15 Doctrine II (the only class I like b/c its with tom allen)
MWF 11:00-11:50 Anatomy and Physiology
MWF 12:00-12:50 Policital Science
MWF 1:00-1:50 Physical Fitness/Life Management
MWF 2:00-2:50 Church History II

blah. oh well.

peaceouttttttt


Monday, October 15, 2007

I don't know if I'm meant to feel happy...



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